SPRING C. 2014: Amsterdam Stars

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The Fault in our stars: Rewriting the end

I read a story few days ago and I cried before all the drama even comes up, I cried where they were so cute... that I just cried. Over emotional hashtag! I guess I'm a cheezy person, trying to convince myself that I don't care for romantic things. But on the bright side at least I don't believe in unicorns and Prince Charming. 

Anyway when I came to the end of the book I was a mess, I fell in love in this book and characters that I almost felt sort of book-grief. Anyone know this feeling? You find that perfect book, that is realy cheezy and you don't even see the point why do you love it, you just do. So I cried a lot and I've been so damn angry, I mean why? Hazel and Gus could leave happly ever  together, somehow they would survive. Don't ask me how, 'cuz I have no idea (and I also don't like the idea of becoming vampires).

After all the tears I decided to rewrite the end, even that I  did know I will ruin everything just to make myself happy - selfish me. I did write it, and than hide it somewhere between my documents. In the end of the day I do understand that he didn't write some fary-tale. He wrote something more real and I couldn't handle it.

So I've chose I'm not gonna show it to others. John Green was enough real to gave them cancer, enough brave to make epic love and enough selfish or truthful to take this away from them. And in some way it's damn selfish, but when I step back and see the whole picture he gave them real love, little infinity. After all that's almost everything we need, a little bit of heaven.

Premiere is comming soon!

While waiting listen Adele : One and only

SPRING C. 2014: Dolce Bella

Shoes Giuseppe Zanotti  ( You can buy it here )

Sunglasses Tom Ford  (  You can buy it here )

Ballon - Sleeve Top Operandi ( You can buy it here )

Pretty Bleached Ripped Hayden Jeans TOPSHOP, ( You can buy it here )

Small shopping bag Tod's ( You can buy it here )

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where you can buy it or find more 

things about the product.

More than just some girl with strappy sandals

 It’s not about who I am, okay. It’s about who they are.

 They are people who hate, and they divide, and they feed off of 

people who don’t fight back. Yeah I could laugh this off,

 but what about others who can’t? 

Who’s gonna help them. 

Silence only makes them stronger. 

Sawyer Quotes 

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Do you ever just walk down the street and said "Whoah! This girl with strappy sandals seemed really stupid. I think she's a model. Yeah, she may be pretty but at least she is not smart as me". And the sad part about this that I was a girl with strappy sandals.

So If you see girl like me don't make yourself feel better because she knows how to wear fashion or lipstick. It's not fair especially if you don't know her. And don't tell me that life is not fair. 'Cuz life is not fair if you get cancer or that love of your life dies. That's the time when you can scream Why! But to blame someone that is not smart it's your choice. After all she is still women who can be extremly smart and funny as hell, give her some respect even if you don't know her. Especially then.

Remember if you call someone stupid that person will care, it's still importnant that we're smart. If you would look under your stereotypes you could see that there is so much more about us. And if you would look enough close and take time for people you could see that everyday will suprise you with something new. Damn, I wish for one day people would stop judging.

I know that you are probably scared of these girls, I mean everyone knows Mean girls and almost each person thinks that most fashionable girls are the meanest girls. And yes, some of them are, but don't stereotype it. Nothing should be.

Every world can hurt, usually  more than a punch.
(Everyone) We're so much more than just some people, we are all extraordinary and the world desirves to see it. And if they don't care, they don't desirve to see how really amazing you are.